Birth and the first few weeks

As I look back on my last blog entry nearly two months ago, I'm reminded of all that's changed (which has been for the better).  I also have this strange feeling when I look at pregnant women; it almost feels other worldly like "did I really look like and feel that way only six weeks ago?"  How quickly one adjusts to a new sense of normal (no feeling baby kicks, being able to see your feet, no longer feeling short of breath climbing stairs, surviving on 5-6 hours of sleep at best, etc.)

I have to say, having a baby is physically grueling but so emotionally rewarding. When Ian was put on my chest after I delivered him, I was immediately felt that bond and love for my son.  I was in awe of this little person we created.  I have to say that I was surprised to feel that since some women do not experience this initially and I didn't think I fit the type that would.  The feeling only gets stronger as he grows into a little person.  Last week, he started to smile at people and this week he's definitely starting to be more vocal and coo when we play.  Today we had his 6 week check up and he's almost 23" in length, 10 1/2 lbs and 16.25" head circumference.  He's about the 50th percentile in weight for age and 90th percentile in head circumference for age.  My kid has a big head!!!

Now our family and friend's visits have come and gone this summer, I've been taking advantage of all our city has to offer in the way of baby activities.  I go to the library each week with Ian where we sing and read stories along with the media specialist.  I also joined a group that will be meeting in the upcoming weeks at the local health center (or shall I say centre).

I also still manage while taking care of Ian to do stuff I still enjoy (take and edit photos, run, walk, and I may start to crochet again).  Ever since I got a pump, I have been able to leave Ian for longer stretches with Mitch so I can have some "me" time.  Sometimes, if Ian cries a lot and it's been a tough day, even just an hour to myself outside the house is all I need to recompose.

Here are some pics from the past weeks including some additional maternity photos that I received from the shoot we did back in May.  We took newborn photos but I'm still waiting to get them back

Sarah comes for a visit. 

2 kids on my lap

still my first child :)

Bris

our first day at home